Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. I gained 2lbs :( Plus I’m sick right now.
I need to get motivated again. I feel so out of it.

My mood: BLAH

Lunch was DELICIOUS. Nomnomnom

-tilapia
-carrot
-yellow zucchini
-4 asparagus spears
-1tbsp of olive oil
-1/2tbsp of soy sauce
-pepper & pinch of seasoned salt

I’m so close to being out of the 300’s (I weighed in again this morning & I’m 319!) Just 19 more pounds to go! I’m going to work extra hard in April to make sure May ends up being the last month I see anything above 300 on the scale.

Focused + Motivated

I had lunch with my friends yesterday. They went to a taco place. Everyone had their Mexican food & I sat there with my (yummy) homemade salad. It made me realize that even in social situations, I don’t have to eat what everyone else is eating just to be a part of the group. Plus everyone was envying my salad saying it looked good, which it was of course. Lol.

Do yourself a favor & prepare your food ahead of time.

because I really just can’t help myself. Lol. I weigh 320! My last weigh-in on March 31st was 326 so I’ve lost 6lbs so far for April. I’ve lost 30lbs since 2/01/2012 & 60lbs total since my HW last summer.

320. I don’t know why this feels significant for me. Just 20 more pounds until I’m out of the 300’s. I remember stepping on the scale & being 20lbs away from weighing 400lbs. It was such a scary feeling. But now, I’m so much closer to where I want to be. I still have such a long way to go, but now I know I can do it. Nothing can stop me. Nothing will stop me. I feel so proud of myself which is something I haven’t been able to say in a long time.

Hope everyone is having an awesome day/week! :)

I think my new weigh-in day will be Saturday morning. I need to stick to ONE day & ONE day only. Too much scale checking drives me nuts but I can’t help myself.

something similar to this will probably be my dinner. YUM

Nursing school is exhausting. 12 hour shifts on your feet all day are super tiring, but I’m happy thinking about all the calories I’m burning from running back & forth. Lol. My eating today was terrible. I only had around 600 calories for the whole day. I was too busy & I just don’t really feel too hungry, just thirsty and tired. I need to really make sure I’m getting adequate nutrition though because eating too few calories only slows down the process. I’m drinking A LOT of water though & my skin is doing amazing because of it! :)